Can't Sleep...

I can't seem to fall asleep tonight,

way too much on my mind.

I can't even pin point one specific reason as to why...

I try to close my eyes and just relax

but how can you relax when their is so much going on around you.

Their are so many things in life that we have no

CONTROL over.

But yet we are always trying to figure everything out

and to pick a part everything that has happened,

analyzing every word, every movement, every moment in the past

while at the same time trying to paint a picture

of our Future..

I only wisht that I could change some things that have happened in the past

and to know exactly what is to come for the future.

But I CAN'T.

Life is life and it will just happen

the way it was always supposed too.

Even though its not always the way

I would have chosen it too...